Face down,
            tasting pain as you
                                              turn me over
I lie facing the kaleidoscoping stars
each tiny, shimmering glow streaks through my mind
only dancing little lights
                       witness my scars..

Oozing wounds are ripped open again
blood-stained bandages of reprimand
   fall
      to
        the floor..
Salt in the openings worsen the curse
and I wish I didn’t know how to love anymore x3

Sickly words
              hack at the linings in my throat
the cries quake from deep in this hole
blurring reality with those
          painful
                 little
                     moments
that once upon a time we stole

Trying desperately
                               to inhale enough air
just for the burning to stop,
              when will it ever go away?!
Total horror and disgust
  swollen eyes witness yet
                            another broken day...